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21st Birthday

Im finally 21.. ( few days ago)

And now its time for me to stop telling people how old im now.. hahahaha..

I had been telling people im only 18 or 19 but actuall im not is just that i don't like telling people how old im now.. who love to share their age with others??

Age is a secret for girls.. Now its my only year i can say how old am i when someone ask but after that i won't say anymore..

I had a very wonderful advance birthday dinner and actual birthday dinner... Was super full after the dinner and not to forget advance birthday lunch with my best friend.. I love it so much..

Who say 21st birthday must open a big party? I don't like at all i just want to go out eat and shop with friends and family only... I kinda don't like party maybe im not party animal... hahaha

Well i love the present and wishes from all my friends and family.. Really happy and i really love it so much..

I officaly 21!!! ( Feel so old, wtf)
LOLs..

How are you?

Today is 5th year you leave us..

To: My dearest father.

How are you this 5 year?
How's life over there?
You came to my dream a few time but you never tell me how have you been, you only tell me what you going to do eg. buy new house,car..  but you never mention how have you been..
You know we miss you.. Yet you don't wish to tell us how are you..

You still need anything please come to our dream and let us know..

I know you have been looking over us and know what's happening around us, don't need me to say so much.. I know if you are still around you will help us settle it although you will keep on scold but you will still help us at the end...

I know you have been looking over us for all these year.. You see us laugh.cry,quarrel and you seen all the happy,sad,angry moment of us..

Dad,

We really miss you. Please come to our dream and tell us how have you been..

Love.
Nana

random

Found this in my old blog.. Kinda funny i don't know why i would type such things out and if you ask me to say such things again i might not remember cause i'm really forgetful hahaha...

Chinese new year coming in 6 days time.. I tottaly no mood for it and i don't know why.. And then i bake some cookies after 3 year plus of not baking cookies i bake again cause that cookies was my dad favorite cookies and after he pass away i had not bake it till now... and the first batch was nice but kinda too sweet then the second batch was very salty ... Don't know what happen to me hahaha maybe too long never bake thats why and all the cookies was throw in the dustbin...

i not a fan of barbie doll but this look super nice and if i go taiwan i will go there take a look..
http://news.xin.msn.com/zh/%e5%9b%be%e9%9b%86%e5%8f%b0%e6%b9%be%e7%ac%ac%e4%b8%80%e5%ae%b6%e8%8a%ad%e6%af%94%e5%a8%83%e5%a8%83%e4%b8%bb%e9%a2%98%e9%a4%90%e5%8e%85



Let's sweet talk
A sweet talk a day keeps your sad mood away (:
I'm your sweet and you are my tea, mix together i should name it sweet-tea.. aka sweetie. <3
I'm the flower you are the bee when we are together you will get HONEY <3
You are the cotton i'm the candy put together turns out to a cotton candy <3
You are the sweet that melt my heart and i will name you as my sweetheart<3
Is your mouth turn up to be sweet? Hope your sweet smile will stay
* copyright!*

Random Thought

Happy 2013.

I know im late... As im very lazy to blog nowadays.. LOLs..

Okays, I have watch the show on Channel 8 Call X元素akaBeyond.. At first i don't understand what the show is talking about and after a few episode i finally understand it.. I never watch the First episode when the air it i watch it on Mio tv  and i watch the full  20-episode..

I can say this show is telling us that what is in the show may never happen in our real life..

1.Who will have the power to see through people inner world?&Who will be trap in  level 13.5 level ( the level in between level 13 and level 14) whereby that place is totally not real at all and all the things there is what you wish for or imagine of what you want just because you could not get it in real life?
2.Who will have the power to stay young forever?
3. Would you believe that there is another world whereby you can use the door that doraemon have to go around you like anytime anywhere you want ?
4. Where will the coma person soul went? time transported?
5. Never let the mirror face the bed.. Will your inner soul take over you and do whatever you don't dare to do ?
6. Deja Vu?

After watching the show.. I feel that  Yes people will change and things happen over night and i believed in Deja Vu..

And the rest might not happen as its not real.. But I really want to know this..

"If your eye which can see people inner world how would you use it to help people or you don't wish you want to have this kind of power"

(如果你的眼睛可以看到人的內心世界會怎樣使用它來幫助的人，或者你不希望你想擁有這種權力)

How would you feel if you have the power of seeing people inner world?? Help them or afraid to have this power and keep on thinking how to avoid it ? Well, If it happen to let me choose the power i want to have for a day/week/month i would choose time transported, Deja vu and of course the power of seeing people inner world..

I want to know what they think and i really want to help them but i kinda afraid cause i will see lot's of different inner world but one condition i must know how to control it.. hahaha...

As for time transported, i want to go back to the past to see what unhappy things i can stop or maybe to the furture... hahaha..

Then for Deja Vu, I really don't know what i can do with it.. But it will happen anytime.. Cause i have it before.. It happen in my dream and so it does happen in real life after i wake up and i feel kinda weird.. LoLs..

IF i have the power i will just use it to help people..

Well i know this won't happen..

20-12-2012

What a nice date today!!!

Well many many many rumors say that the world will end today on 2012 hahaha.... Lets wait and see if it happen.. LOLs..

When i first heard it i kinda believed and wanted it to end as many unhappy things happen and bad though keep coming up when a sudden though of what some hater says before...

But now think back i really don't wish the world to end well many the word END means in 2013 there will be a better world and everything will change and be better...


I don't wish the world to end cause there is still lots of thing i haven done and i have lots of show not yet finish watching.. hahaha..

Although many good/bad things happen in 2012 but i hope 2013 will be a better year and every year people will say the say thing next year will be better.. But any change or not depends on yourself others can say they have been doing very well in this year and they very happy with it.. Many might not think so and then all they wish is next year will be better..

As for me?!?! I just want everyday to be good and whatever bad things happen soon will be over and happy things will come..
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HATER OUT THERE AND  TO EVERYONE!
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!
BELIEVE THIS ITS TRUE!!!

I don't hate you so much now cause i have grow up and i notice something its very weary to hate a person and sometime i really don't understand what's the point of hatting someone i have a question for you don't you feel tired? If you are not I'm okays. what's the point of hatting my life or others ? And giving bad comment in front or behind me or others!

HELLO YOU NOT TIRED ?? YOU KNOW SUCH THINGS CALL KARMA? IF NOT YOU MIGHT KNOW THIS WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!

Why must make a shame of yourself? YOU ARE SO WEIRED! say people you very song is it then please GO say yourself cause if you think other might not be as good as you or you think they are as good as you let me intro you something whereby you can say yourself everyday and night call mirror

GO GET ONE IF NOT PUBLIC TOILET HAS IT AND ITS REALLY BIG!

Please grow up and stop saying /comment things about others.. It's none of your business and you don't need to add so much salt and pepper whats the point of adding it and tell others you know and don't know? Let people think you very free? or Really eat full nothing keep on say others and that's your entertainment?

I DON"T WISH TO HATE YOU AND I ALREADY GIVE UP ON HATTING YOU! SO PLEASE DO SO TOO IF NOT YOU MAY CONTINUE AND NOBODY WILL ENTERTAIN YOU OR MAYBE THOSE PEOPLE WHO IS SAME AS YOU WILL ENETETIAN YOU!


Be nice to yourself and otheres before its too late to do so...!

Thanks for pissing me off again!

Seriously thanks alot for pissing me off again and again! This time more worst i think  and this time not towards me but my mum..

WHAT THE BIG F YOU WANT FROM ME AGAIN???

Well it's seems like you don't know or pretend not to know mum is always complaining that her leg is very painful due to walk to much etc. but you like pretend not to know it and understand it. Let me tell you mum have been going to the clinic for inject and that inject cost $200-$300 per time and please medicine is not include and that inject is inject some white oil to her knee cap and one more thing when the doctor starts to inject he have to check is there any water in the knee before inject the oil in and for the first time inject no water but the second time there is and its about 4.5 ml water in it

And now you trying to say mum not visiting my sis which is your wife in hospital! And whats the worst you told YOUR MUM about it and say my mum never go just call and ask how is my  sis.. WHAT THE F! Have you ask what's the main reason? You think she don't want to go? Take taxi there  are you paying for it? What not make it more easy you drive her over..

I know i got no right to say you cause you are older than me and you are my xxx-in-law but I'm sorry if you say such things towards my mum you are gonna be sorry...

I really hate this kind of people may i know what are you thinking about? Now i know why that two kiddo will treat people like this part of the reason goes to the method you use to teach them...  Am i right? They follow after you what have you heard of this? 养不教父之过 ?? know the meaning of it don't know right? here is the meaning..( 养不教父之过，是当父亲的过错。它强调了父亲在家庭教育中应该担负起重要责任,也说明了父亲在家庭教育中的意义和作用 )You are the real model for your kids you say this kind of things in front of them you think they won't learn? I WILL SEAT BACK AND SEE KARMA....


I'm really pissed by your words.. Now i know all are the same 人前人后一个样，见人说人话， 见鬼说鬼话... Let me tell you I HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE ALOT...

Seriously can you put yourself in people shoes and think?

Really have you think carefully the word you say no one hears it or you want people to hear it and give you face is this you want to get? IF YOU WANNA SAY PLEASE SAY IT IN FRONT OF THAT PERSON NOT AT THE BACK.. DON'T BEAT AROUND THE BUSH!

I really wonder what the f you want? If you want get KARMA i will seat back and see what you get!
WHEN YOU WANNA SAY THINGS ABOUT OTHERS PLEASE THINK OF YOURSELF BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING CAUSE KARMA IS ALWAYS THERE LOOKING AT YOU! AND WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND


THANKS FOR THE BIG PISSED OFF AND THE FKING ATTITUDE/WORD OF YOURS

Piss off by you!

Yes.. i'm super piss of now...

Actually i won't have such feeling but you are making me having it... I'm really unhappy!!

What can i do? I got so much to vain out now! can i ask you a question? WHAT THE F YOU WANT NOW? PLEASE HOW OLD ARE YOU NOW? You think its so funny to say and take back your words?

Let me list out for you!

First: You say you want your son's to stay at my house. ( We told you ok no problem!)
Then i pack my room cause its fking mess and i really throw out tons of things!

Secondly: I call you up and told you PLEASE GIVE YOUR KIDS $$$ cause i worry if we go out/ eat /ect. they no money thats why i say this to you. ( YOU SAY DON"T NEED THEY WON"T COME )

SO NOW?????

WHAT THE F YOU WANT ?

This can not that can not!! You think i very free? You need us take care your kids we say ok and then now what??? Tuesday call you and you told us to bring them over on thursday! Today call you ask you give them $$$$ as and emergency and what your reply was DON"T NEED THEY WON"T COME!!!

Plus you know your kids treat me like what?

GRASS!!

Reason?

Cause when go out they won't call me ah yi and that still never mind can show me face some more!! HELLO this is their attitude towards me and worst i talk to them nicely your elder son will not listen or maybe listen half and then just ignore me!!!

YES HE IS THE WANT THAT NEVER WANTED TO CALL ME AND I DON"T OWN HIM ANYTHING!! TREAT ME THIS WAY! GOOD RIGHT? IM HIS AH YI NOT MAID OR TRANSPARENT AND THIS IS WHAT I GET?

MAY I KNOW WHAT HE HAD LEARN? DOSE HE KNOW HOW TO RESPECT ME? 

NO HE DON'T KNOW....

HAVE YOU HEARD BEFORE THIS ?

HOW YOU TREAT PEOPLE THEY WILL USE THE SAME WAY TO TREAT YOU ?

YOUR SON TREAT ME LIKE TRANSPARENT , RUDE , NO MANNERS NO RESPECT...

TELL ME HOW TO BE GOOD TO HIM???

HOW OLD IS HE CAN HE THINK PROPERLY???

WHY IS HE LIKE THAT???

IM YOUR SISTER AND HIS AH YI WHY HE LIKE THAT TREAT ME??

This is all the reason im fking pissed off by you!!

I feel like scolding you right now nonono is i wanted to call you back and scold you after i hang your call you... You are my elder sis i can't scold you but have you think of the how you told me off on the call with an unhappy tone i feel like giving like scolding you when i heard that and i can't if i scold you i will get a big scolding from mum and then i will quarrel with her..

You don't know me well enough... Yes i do quarrel with mum cause she always thinks she i right but no she something also will be wrong you think i like to quarrel with her? Who like ? Please i got no such time to and i not so unreasonable ok but its the problem is things is always so unreasonable what can i do ??? I just shut up and keep quite and hear she nag nag nag nag scold scold scold!!

May i know what's wrong huh? I really don't know leh!

The only question i have now is this ( WHAT THE F YOU WANT FROM ME? PUSH ME TILL THE END AND SEE ME FALL BADLY THEN LAUGH BEHIND ME??? )

ONE MORE THING!! PLEASE GO ASK THE KIDS LEARN SOME MANNER!!

TO THEM I"M OLDER THEN THEM AND I"M HIS AH YI NOT A TRANSPARENT OBJECT OR MAID AND ONE MORE THING IF THEY GONNA TREAT ME THIS WAY SORRY I WON"T PUT ON A CLOWN FACE AND SHOW THEM ...

You should know this MIRROR REFLECT want me be nice to them first they have to me nice to me thats all!!

LAST !!!

REALLY !!

WHAT THE F YOU WANT FROM ME???? I REALLY PISSED OFF BY YOU!!

Update

Back to update..

Ok I'm watching On call 36 小时 again on tv. Yes finally its on starhub tv, this time in chinese not Cantonese.... hahaha..

Ok i have watch this show call 回到三国 its very nice..! love it !!

I'm super happy that on call 36 小时 is going to have part which they will start shooting in feb 2013! yes can't wait for it and they say all actor and actress remain the same!!! WHOOHOO!!

Really hope can watch it as soon as possible!! its a nice show..

Oh ya.. I found my dairy that dairy is for my friends/classmate to write about themselve and i have not been seeing it for years cause i don't remember where i place it and yes i saw it today! hahahas..

I also took it out to read and i found out that i have so many different nickname! * faint*
Some i don't even know how do i get it.. Let me mention some... I got my nickname NANA form my family as my name is LINNA so they call me NANA and then in that book i saw this nickname.. NANA( my own nickname) Lin ( i don't know how i get this name maybe is from the begin of my name.. ) Ling Ling ( hahaha i think this was from my primary school classmate she write for fun i think..) NANA PUTING ( read as nana pudding.. if i don't remember wrongly there was a tv show on channel 8 few years ago its those kids acting i think now still have those similar programme and the name was from that show..)

Okays.. i should end here!
Bye!

Alone

Its been so long ever since i seat in the living room alone to use lappy. hahaha remember i will do it every night without failed...

Just alone doing my staff and then watch show it really feels great but i think now i can't do it every night... Really! I'm getting tired and tired to use laptop at night and i'm lazy to on it then off it..

Maybe i think i can just use my phone to go on facebook,twitter and watch show so i seldom use laptop unless i need to do something..

Okays..
End of update! ^^

Itchy Hand

Because of my itchy hand i can't watch latest HK drama and Taiwan drama on pps...

I now super piss-off by my itchy hand.. I don't know why i go upgrade that stupid thing for.. Now do what also no use.. No point delete away and re-download. totally no point already..

I don't have fustion cause i never/don't know how to download that... Argh.. i super up sad now!!!

I always know it don't go update anything cause once update i can't watch the show anymore, but today don't know why hand so itchy go press that YES button and now can't watch anymore..

Never mind i don't want watch anymore cause no point refresh and re-do everything again can't turn back time anymore!!!

Dame regret! press that stupid button!

BYE BYE to all my show!

On Call 36小时,The Hippocratic Crush

Just finish watching this show call On Call 36小时,The Hippocratic Crush

This show dame nice okays.. I use about 2 week to finish watching 25 episode of this show..
I can say its better then Rescue 995 channel 8 show( p/s i do watch Rescue 995 but both show is totally different..

Well Rescue 995 its a show that revolves around the medical industry and the life of paramedics. But On Call 36小时,The Hippocratic Crush is story about how doctors.. I love this show and i hope there is part 2!!

Here is the link to tell you more about the show : http://baike.baidu.com/view/5779630.htm



Okays, i watch a lot of show before and this is a really nice want i watch it in cantonese version on pps. there is chinese version but i prefer the orginal version hahaha..

Now if you got starhub cable tv you can watch it too but you need to pay or something i forget, i watch it on pps.. heehee..

Here is the main song for this show..

Twiligh Saga Breaking Dawn

Twilight saga: Breaking Dawn

IT'S A MUST WATCH MOVIE!!

If you had watch all the three part perviously then DON'T MISS OUT THIS!!

Movie Alone

On Friday 25 Nov 2011 I went to watch a movie all by myself hahaha.. Its true! I'm not joking!

And Yes.. ALONE!! Well.. Actually i wanted to meet up my friend to watch it with me but end up i say no cause i injure my leg muscle cause i fell down and i told my friend i wanted can't watch it anymore.. But i really don't wish to miss out that movie as i had watch three of it and i really wanted to watch so i went to catch that movie alone at west mall.. :))

I went to watch it Friday morning at west mall EngWah as its more convenient for me cause my leg still hurt, the first movie was at 1020am so i went for it.. Firstly, i though of early morning go can get a better seat ( and yes i did get a second last row seats) Secondly, I though i can watch the movie quietly but who knows i heard lots of chit-chatting before the movie start and in between some movie trailer.. ( although the some of the trailer was funny)..

Then movie start around 1025am-1030am the movie started and the cinema went silent cause everyone wanted to watch the movie.. So i was eating my popcorn and enjoy the movie and again in between the movie some of the people came in late so the had been seaching their seats in the dark the part they had miss was was wasted!! Cause the movie is so worth and so awesome you have to watch from the start to the end!

It can be re watch again and i really love the wedding dress that Bella wear in her dream and actual wedding day...And i love this part.. During their wedding they had invited their friends and family up the stage for a speech! I laught when bella's mom was up on the stage singing and bella's dad speech.. he say: ' I know edward will treat bella well! I know it because i'm a cop!" Funny right.. And after everything they went for their honeymoon.. I also love the place where the went for their honeymoon.. Even my BFF who watch it like that place too.. Well no one knows where they were going for honeymoon and they had been saying It's A SECRET ! they reach the place by speed boat.. Cool ttm.. It was a really pretty island!

My Story time!!

When they reach the place it was sooooooo pretty and they went for a swim in the sea which was really pretty in the night time!!! Watch it yourself and get what i mean! Well come to the baby part.. During Edward's and Bella's 14 days honeymoon Bella found out she was pregnant so they end their honeymoon and went back...

In the movie Bella had been thinking of the baby name and yes she came up with this. She say:' If its a boy she will name him as Ejay and the full name will be Edward Jacob and she had been playing around with Edward and her parents name.. So here is how she came up with a mixture of their daughter name:

Rene was Bellas mom
Esme is Edwards "mom"
Carlisle is Edwards "dad"
Charlie was Bella's dad
Therefore...Renesmee Carlie ( Their half human, half vampire daughter) It's a nice name..

At the end of the movie.. Jacob had been helping them a lot as they had been in some trouble when Bella in pregnant.. i was wondering what will happen to Bella as they clean up for her and dress up nicely for and yes my first though was this : Is she died? then i recall back i read some news about the movie and they say Bella wasn't died so i continue watching and yes she open up her eye and her iris was in red.. So she had become a newborn vampire!?..

I really can't wait for part 2 to been show in November 2012.. I really wanted to finish the movie without stopping or break into part 1 and part 2 cause it was so nice!! In US this movie was released on 18 November 2011 and after 6 days it was released in Singapore on 24 November 2011 and part 2 of that movie will be release in US on 16 November 2012 and i really don't know when it will be released in Singapore.. I Rate this movie 10/10.. Its really worth to watch and its really worth to rewatch again!

I'm not gonna type all out so read this for more info.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Twilight_Saga:_Breaking_Dawn
In that website you can find out which is the place they went for honeymoon!! :))

My feeling..

SOMETIME I REALLY HATE TO VAIN MY PROBLEM HERE CAUSE I DON'T WANT SEE PROBLEM HERE AND THERE BUT I'M SAYING THING THAT ARE FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND IF I DON'T SAY YOU WON'T KNOW AND MAY THINK THAT I'M ANGRY WITH THIS MATTER.. BUT NO I'M NOT I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY AND HOW I FEEL!!

REALLY I'M NOT ANGRY NOR UNHAPPY TOWARDS THIS I JUST TOO SHOCK!



Sometime i had been thinking did i treat my BFF well or not.. Cause i had not been seeing them much like school time and i had not been contacting them for long time part of the reason they are busy in school work and i don't want to disturb them as well...

Anyway.. I will try my best to contact them to update more on what happen to their life those happy/sad moment..

I really don't know wanna get angry over this small matter or just laugh over it cause i had been waiting to watch this Twilight movie with my BFF and years ago we made a promise saying that WE WILL MEET UP TOGETHER TO FINISH THE WHOLE MOVIE TOGETHER.. ( Although we miss the First want but we still went for the Second and Third want) But i don't think this promise will still go on as we had forgotten it as i happen long ago but why i still remember it for? Its just a movie anyway got time watch together no time then don't watch lorrhs simple right..

Because its a promise/no-promise between us so i just want to enjoy the happy movie moment with BFF but its kinda hard to do so as we had different plan on it... So NEVER MIND THERE IS STILL A NEXT TIME..

Anyway.. I can't stop anyone freedom to watch movie with SO n SO.. Either your group of friend or your boyfriend/girlfriend.. Is you freedom i can't say no to it if i say it out they will not feel happy about it and think why you wanna do this to us as we had agree to watch together ( for friends) and why you wanna make us quarrel because of you or why are you trying to be our light bulb? ( for boyfriend/girlfriend).. I know how is the feeling to choose over this so just go ahead with the plan and make up other day..

So i better shut up and don't say anything to make my BFF throw face and don't know how to handle it.. LIKE I SAY JUST A MOVIE CAN WATCH ANOTHER WANT IT'S OKAYS!!

I'M OKAYS WITH IT! :))

Blood Boiled!

Sorry for not blogging for such long time.. I'm kinda lazy to update nowadays...

I'm really angry right now and my blood are boiling!! All thanks to some 'good' neighbour! I wonder what the hell they doing as & when.. Is either they keep drilling here and there or banging things here and there very noisy and irritating!!

I had made a call to HDB before cause i can't stand the noise and they love to drill and drill non stop! SO NOISY!! I'm trying to think how many holes they want in their house cause they keep on do it not everyday of course they do it by months! They will start drilling every 3 to 6 months not renovation i also dont know for what! Drill and drill!!

Not only like this, when i call hdb to request them to send people come and check and ask them to stop they will make a super loud and long drilling then they stop, cause they are unhappy..

Hello! you are not they only want unhappy those who never complain also unhappy okays is just that they don't wish to call and make those small complain or they waiting for others to call..

Seriously why can't you do it on weekends? As you are doing it your own although weekday everyone is not around and please don't forget those who had baby, toddler at home whereby they have not attend any school and they need to take their afternoon nap.. Even they not sleeping they also scare of those drilling noise... Why can't you think your kids not scare doesn't mean others will be the same as yours!

Okays! They have 'stopped' drilling i wonder when they will do it again.. Super noisy!!

Always on mind

I will always remember today's date..

The day you left us three years ago..

I miss you alot, I have alot if things to tell you.. Do you know the day you left was my school holiday and after that was my sweet 16 birthday ??

After you left I went back school im like a zombie whoever talk to me I didnt response and my tears kept rolling down when they ask me am I okay.. I got no mood to celebrate my birthday and you miss my Graduation on seconday 4.. You didn't sign on my report book and you didn't see my grate how I did for my test..

Dad. You know how much we miss you I still stupidly ask my friend is there time machine if yes I wanna go back look for you but they told me there isn't any.. I really wanna see you in my dream I almost forget how you look..

I know you will say I'm silly I know I still have picture of you I can look at it but I scare I will forget the happy time we had when I was young...

Three years, I everyday wanna dream of you but you didnt come to my dream often even I dream of you I can't ask whatever I want cause I can't control my dream..

Dad, it's already three year how are you?? Have you miss us?? We miss you alot alot!!

Dad, if there is second chance I wanna be your daughter and I want you to enjoy your life :))

Three year ago on 8 march you left me three years later I wrote this to show how much I miss you!!

I will always remember what you tough me and i will never forget!!

Love,
Nana

Thoughts for birthday

Can I don't celebrate my birthday??
Cause I feel that I'm aging and every year my birthday wish never come true at all..

Why people love to celebrate birthday its just a simple day and it's like very normal day just that friends or family will get you a cake and a present that's all  I you tell to me only baby's and elderly celebrate birthday teenager thy do celebrate also cause its fun I do think that sometime but now I just want to stay at same age thats all..

talk about present I always want a huge Teddy bear but now no more cause it takes up lot's of space and I will get dirty easily so I really don't know what I want if can diamond ring  branded bag eg Lv Hermes  or even iPad or lumix fx77 camera :))

during birthday i always want a huge teddy bear but not now anymore cause it will take up lots if space and it's not cheap also plus it get dirty easily I know things it's hard to get it cause its ex but if yes I wanna get a driving license I really do want to get one :))

I know I can't get a diamond ring Lv , hermes bag but at least camera!? Lols ..

Well i want a Lv bag , Hermes bag Winnie the pooh cake cause i know mostly of the things i can't get it so I want to eat it hahaha I know the cake has lots if cream and I don't really like cream and yes friend will use the cream to help me do facial and flour and egg to make a cake Lols ..

please do it when I'm 21st not 19th Okays I hate cream as they are oily and it's smelly when it got on your shirt and you didn't wash it immediate hahaha..

P/S: I haven think of what I want yet:))

Love 
 nana 

I MUST SLIM DOWN!!

What the hack!!! I have been put on weight for eatting to much ! GREAT huh!!

Piss me off!! I WANNA SLIM DOWN!!! Argh!!!

I had been saying i wanna slim down for years and ya i haven okyas!! Irritating!!

Argh!! No matter what i need slim down now and must do it asap!!

Too fat not good!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!


IMMA SO PISS OFF BY MY OWN!!

Edited.

I hate being FAT!! Argh!

Firstly, Hard to buy clothes! ( That's happen every year during CNY, Although there is more shop selling S-XXXXXXXXXXXXL clothes still very hard to buy those pretty wants)

Secondly, People may think you sweat alot and smelly!! Fuck you okays, weather so HOT you don't sweat and please not all FAT PEOPLE IS SMELLY OKAYS! IF YOU WANNA SAY PEOPLE SMELLY DO CHECK DO YOU SMELL NICE!! TSK!!!!!!!

Thirdly, They think you are pregnant! COCK EYE OF YOU ALL FAT PREGNANT YOU BLIND ISIT? FAT AND PREGNANT ALSO CAN"T TELL!!

Fourthly, When we go out with friends or family they order alot of food and you order a small cake the waiter will think the food goes to you and cake go to your friend! angry ttm! ( This don't happen to me larrhs)

See.. So many to say.. Really horrible and one more guys like to go on girls who is slim and pretty those fat want sorry bye bye! What the hell! Fat can't date guys isit? Must be pretty and slim mehhs... Hais... SAD!!

Let me make myself clear!

To the guys i use to like, GET THIS CLEAR!!!

I like you cause i think you are good but sorry you ain't and i also don't know why i like you also... When you get to know i like you and the reaction you had is Oh.. Really but i don't like you or I think i'm not prepare for it!! You think i stupid? The reason is I"M FAT!!
FORGET IT don't need say till so nice horrhs! Don't like say don't like no big deal one word give you FRECK YOU!!!! Get this clear now!! You will get KAMA by saying/laughing at FAT PEOPLE okays Not now but soon or later! YOU ! YES YOU JUST WAIT AND SEE!!!
I'M GONNA GO ON DIET AND SHOW YOU THAT ALTHOUGH I'M FAT I STILL CAN SLIM DOWN OKAYS IS THAT I WANT TO WORK HARD OR NOT.. YOU WANNA LAUGHT GO AHEAD KAMA IS WAITING FOR YOU!!

I told my friend i wanna play those guy who look down on me when i'm fat but i get to know one thing from my friend just wait and see kama will find them soon or later and we will be the want seeing the show!

SO I MUST SLIM DOWN!!! MUST

P/S : I had been saying for years i wanna slim down and im still fat thanks to the good food! Must slim down lorrhs! If not CNY so people mouth will say im fat non-stop!!! :))

How i wish i could this would happen..

How i wish i can don't celebrate birthday!! Stay at the same age every year.:))

But its IMPOSSIBLE! We can't stop the age it will keep on adding one year by one year!

I really wanted to stay at 18 forever! Hahahas, cause i don't wish to see so much candle on the cake and people asking how old are you. As we know age is girls biggest secret!

If imma gonna celebrate my birthday i would just tell them that please dont put happy 18,19,20,21 ect birthday on the cake cause everyone will know how old are you! Angry ttm! Can i have a cake on my birthday and say Happy 18th birthday even if imma 19 or 20... Heehees..

If its possible i also want my look to stay forever young! Have those youngster look even my age reach early 20s or late 20s i had seen a taiwan show a 41 years old auntie looks like 20 plus only hello what on earth she did to have such youngster look??? Botox? (hmmm.. maybe)

I also want to have this kind of look when i grow older hahas! So people won't know who old are you! But there is also bad cause if you are gonna watch a movie rated M18 or R21 they will ask you this question: Can i check your i/c please? dispite telling them you are already either 18 or 21 they still wanna check as your look doesn't show! Hahahas..

There is good and bad lorrhs.. Good is people don't know your age bad is when you wanna watch rated movie your i/c must be on hand to let them check! HAHAHAS!!

This year my birthday, I don't know what will i get!
Last year went sakae sushi (at west mall) with my friend and dinner at lai lai ( at jurong point ) with my family i was dame full and i still choose to eat alot luck never throw out! phew!
i ate the cake twice and i received ang bao too!! Heehee.. Last year was lucky cause just nice my birthday was after CNY so i got extra ang bao from my aunties and my sis! HEEHEEs...

This year....... Maybe NOTHING I GUESS! hahahs...